what am i doing now?
i wanna to kill myself?

i already promise myself should not see the profile and status anymore, it just make me heart pain and all of the effort are gone!

So, i should be strict to myself...should not spend too long time!
He live in the world without you; you should not stay under the sky all of about him anymore, understand?

if next time still look at his profile or status, you should use the pen knife to punish yourself!!!!!