what am i doing now?
i wanna to kill myself?

i already promise myself should not see the profile and status anymore, it just make me heart pain and all of the effort are gone!

So, i should be strict to myself...should not spend too long time!
He live in the world without you; you should not stay under the sky all of about him anymore, understand?

if next time still look at his profile or status, you should use the pen knife to punish yourself!!!!!

很喜欢这段词

曾經愛過這樣一個男人 他說我是世上最美的女人 我為他保留著那一份天真 關上愛別人的門 也是這個被我深愛的男人 把我變成世上最笨的女人 他說的每句話我都會當真


你要的爱太完美，我永远学不会！

我相信我已经快要
快要把你忘掉
跟寂寞 再合好

我相信我已经快要
是真的我快要
快要可以微笑
去面对 下一个拥抱

today kena bully loh! He see my face blur blur then wanna bully me! but even my face look like blur but my brain ok?

tomorrow cannot kena bully again! must act a smart face ><

tomrrow have to open the cashier alone sia....see how i die liao~

i observe some of the westen guys very cute! they can keep saying thank you to you or keep apologize to you even is a small case!hahahahahahha~~~ I want a Ang Mo boyfriend!!! damn cute ^^

bully me siol

need like this or not? customer bully me! i am still learning wat~ you see i look like blur than wanna bully me? i tell you, my face look like blur but i am blur-ing ok? i know wat am i doing hooo!!!!

Siao a, tomorrow die a..have to start to open the cahsier alone =='
need like this to treat me or not ? how could i survive ?

today i observe some of the western guys so funny!just because of small case and then their reaction can so big and keep apolo

cashier 1st day experience!

today 1st day working! i damn scare sia!lucky im still learning no need really to touch the money >< but quite lucky because my leader willing to teach me things :)some more, Suntec City there got a lot of handsome sia~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ i faint liao~hahahahahahahha!!! all the ang mo so handsome!i wanna a ang mo handsome!!!! all the office guys are so handsome!!! i think they are most of the women's target xD enjoying to see handsome while working~ no bad la !

i got a feeling that one of the best men i meet on cousin's wedding like interesting on me eh ==' It remind me, how we meet before..also is because of a CHANCE to got to different place and meet different people...and start interesting that person, continue like and activate love the person....The same story going to happen again???

Pahang (Kemayan)

cousin's wedding at Pahang really is a nice experience for me...

Guys are damn playboy sia ==' They can be a good boyfriend in front of their gf but after their gf leave, then asking my contact number! WTF....

Some more i met a aberrant...keep disiao me! i remember my hands were shivering when he say and did some things to me! it is a long story to me >< i hope i will not meet him anymore in Singapore！ because he also working over there! at Kallang!!!

I think the only fun part is playing with Groom and the best men! xD they all are blur blur best men and make the bridegroom have to give us "ang Bao" MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!in the end of the day, got 1 best men become my friend sia == ...Lol

Busy Until forget you and me

Busy busy busy~ training train 9hr yesterday ><
I 1st time kena throw to the mid air.....cheer leading's flyer is not so easy siol~
...
body is no more energy!!!
Tomorrow training also...after this have to go Pahang!!!waaaa.....time table is full!!!
I like such Busy :) I Hope i can busy until forget every things...including the past xD

Gambatehyooooo~

Her Wedding

Finally, she had done her dream which is marry with her lover!!! From her face, i really saw her smile with happiness!!! I also want ><

Today, I give her my bless without you...
Before, we said that wanna attend her wedding together but in the end it only leave me ...
but i bring along with the key necklace and blessing her ~

Wish her happy marry life!
Suddenly i also hope i can find my Mr.Right and get marry soon~ now only leave me and another 2 cousins have not marry yet! Wish she will be the next person~ MUAHAHAHAHA~ then my Ang Bao can increase soon!

meaningful days

this 2 days are so meaningful and busy to me!!!! training for whole day because i going to have performance and also grading after the holidays :) so is time to practice now...i am so enjoying the training time because it wont make me think too much...

today also went out with nene and jason...some more chat with x.dad :) there is lot of things and craps we chat together...i also have personal chat with x.dad...exchange our experience :D I know, your all are right...have to remove something from here..i also trying ^^ .SEE!!! i got listen to you guys hooooo~~~~~~~Visit friends is so enjoying..i really feel happy~ a lot of story recall back such as our school life...and imagine our future boyfriend~ our criteria~ and many!!!!


After that, we went for sing K~ some of the songs i really really like it...because it singing my story and my feel out...i also choose some of the songs u sing for me before..maybe i too miss ur voice and the memory when you sing for me...it so sweet...

i sing until almost loss my voice :)but is this 爽!!!!
Dear Friends, next time must go again together!!!


I hope..everyday also can so busy and meaningful....it make me feel better!
Hope that, i really can let it go before u find a new girl, otherwise i think i will going to be mad :)

My cousin is going to marry this week... suddenly fell like...why they always like to early to marry? is it must marry before 25 years old just is a standard one? They are so lucky they found their Mr.Right....hahaha, where is my Mr.Right leh? How long i have to wait? lyric of “遇见 ” is exactly what i think now :)