A morning's feeling I have

I wish falling in love had traffic lights, so that I would know if I should: Go for it, slow down, or just stop; although I not willing to stop also have to stop :)

I don't why this morning pop out lot of feelings when i just open my eyes look at the ceiling...
I feel happy, just because you saw me~
i feel happy, just because saw your number show on the screen yesterday...
how long i never look at the screen and smile like a silly?
If, you also have the same feeling gai you duo hao....


After that, your look is so fresh and refreshing in my mind...
The feeling when holding hand; the feeling of hug;the feeling of walk together;the feeling of dating, the feeling of heartbeat increase when meeting you & you family for the first time; the feeling of kiss; the feeling of happiness; the feeling sleep on your shoulder; the feeling of just look at your face; the feeling of when you encourage me ...a lot a lot~
all of these feelings is starting not fresh anymore...it so blur to me...i worry i'll totally forgot the feeling...
If, feelings can keep in a bottle gai you duo hao...So, we wont loss it :)

how much effort i should put in order to rub away you from my heart and my mind???
If, there is a special eraser for me to rub gai you duo hao...

what happen!?what happen!? my mind so blank now...i feel something bad..it already happen behind me! but i not sure what is that!? im waiting for the answer....or i should not know? because it maybe hurt me

no comment for the TIME

sometimes i feel the time pass so fast because like a lot of things i haven done and not do very well, something have not done yet as well.

However, sometimes i feel that the time pass so slow...like just realize that today broken 4 months ago but i feel like is already 4 years ago...always keep myself busy at all time ,it just 4 month ago!? some more still can thinking other things i should not think and feel emo~
sometimes also wondering that, what if we meet again after 10 years?hahaha...like idiot hooo?

grandma also pass away 4 months ago...sometimes i also will miss her...sometimes also still asking the same questions... "why it could happen in the same month?" , you will never know how is the feeling when you lose the 2 people dearly love you and you have to accept the fact....Anyway, i able to accept the fact but i think the only cannot accept is the feeling, I think...

finally the 1st semester ended and no more stress :) (temporary) but how i going to make use of my time?I know there is different with before, i will have extra time during holidays...some more i haven found any part time job yet~ i hope i really have more encourage to "pass" this holidays!hope that, i really really can stand up again by using to be with my whole group of friends...only be with them i just really feel at least this is my part of life, the distance between me and "smile" is not so far.....

feel stress wor ~

HUUUUH.... recently feel a bit stess :( before still got another way to release my stress and make me have " driving force" to continue my test ...now is every things gone! no more force to push me up....aiyoyo ~ i must find another way to release my stress and my new driving force because no one can help me again....

fucking post i saw today!

why some of the girl is damn disgusting? how old already? still post such thing on the wall? want to show off how good are you are with XXX !? damn it ==' it just make me think that your attitude got problem! i wish you screwd by DOG!!!! NO, even dog see you also antipathydisfavour on you!!!! your boyfriend really is a BLIND~~~

TELL ME WHY

tell me why i still care about the past?!
tell me why still silent and doing something should not do!?
tell me why i have to like that!?
tell me why i want to lie you!?
tell me why i still cannot release myself from you!?
tell me why my heart still feeling pain when recall back!?
tell me why i thought that i already forgot but seems like is not!?
tell me why what the hell i think are already wrong!?