sometimes i feel the time pass so fast because like a lot of things i haven done and not do very well, something have not done yet as well.
However, sometimes i feel that the time pass so slow...like just realize that today broken 4 months ago but i feel like is already 4 years ago...always keep myself busy at all time ,it just 4 month ago!? some more still can thinking other things i should not think and feel emo~
sometimes also wondering that, what if we meet again after 10 years?hahaha...like idiot hooo?
grandma also pass away 4 months ago...sometimes i also will miss her...sometimes also still asking the same questions... "why it could happen in the same month?" , you will never know how is the feeling when you lose the 2 people dearly love you and you have to accept the fact....Anyway, i able to accept the fact but i think the only cannot accept is the feeling, I think...
finally the 1st semester ended and no more stress :) (temporary) but how i going to make use of my time?I know there is different with before, i will have extra time during holidays...some more i haven found any part time job yet~ i hope i really have more encourage to "pass" this holidays!hope that, i really really can stand up again by using to be with my whole group of friends...only be with them i just really feel at least this is my part of life, the distance between me and "smile" is not so far.....
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